19 Oct 2014

Rain, Rain and more Rain



As per usual I kind of forgot the existence of this blog...but I'm sure you who know me through this blog already knew this pretty well.

The knew school, city and friends has taken the most of my attention and I have found myself drawing a lot more than I used to on a daily basis. That is great news considering I want to work with that and I have spent so much time procrastinating that I haven't even taken the time to edit the videos that I have shot for youtube...

I'm actually trying to stay focused on writing this...I just feel like putting it off and pick up the new book I am reading (An Arsène Lupin Omnibus) and just read and watch telly...but that's not very good now is it?

But there has been some things going on which has made it a bit harder to do things like youtube...
One there seems always be someone around and I don't like recording in the presence of other people since it is a bit embarrassing and they don't really know...
Two,  the couple that I am living with are breaking up so there's some tension and restrictions (such as I can't play PS3 whenever I want) happening as well. Also I am not quite sure how my living arrangement will end up like after one of them moves out... so that's a bit stressful I am wondering a bit if I should start looking for alternative places to live...which would be sad since I do like living here.

Ugh I also need to look for a part time job. There are so many things I feel like I need to buy (such as a new computer, an macbook, a PS4 a new 3DS, clothes and books) and I don't make anywhere near enough money for it...

But finding work is never easy now is it?

Anyway, as I said the drawing part of my life has gotten better and I hope that I will b able to develop some of my own series into a web comic and find an audience. Maybe then I could start making comission art as well...that would be fun.
Although I need a better computer for that and preferably a second screen...and thus I start dreaming of a own flat with a small studio part in it and a small gaming area....not to mention the books I could start buying...*sigh* it would be so magical...

Oh and on the title of this blog, it has been raining so much this week, like pretty much all day for 4 or 5 days...rather annoying and I need new shoes because the ones I brought down with me are almost in pieces and not waterproof at all.

Okay I'm going to stop rambling and complaining...

I'm thinking of doing a blog-November month, since I didn't do anything of the sort this month.

well see ya later!